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To basically clear any bad air that has come my way, because of what has happened... I see that you are having a bitter reaction to NMM, and what he did without the permission of Carlos or you, Doc, and I can understand the frustration with that. I will say that NMM was in the wrong with that. He has admitted to myself, and Carlos, that he was in the wrong with that, and he did talk to Carlos. I had no part in that. We were discussing storylines, but I was going to try to go around to get the approval of everyone beforehand... and I didn't ask NMM this directly, but I did assume that he already had all their permission. I was shocked when Carlos came to me and said that he is apparently being forced into a storyline. I had no say in this.

Now, when it comes to the choices that were made to say destroy this e-fed, I had no intentions for that. I had no say in the talks that were going on with Rob. Honestly, if you want me to get my AIM logs, I save all my logs - I was playing Rock Band at the time that I was talking to NMM, and he said he was going to start a chat. The invite must have not gone through, because I never got invited to any chat. So I had no say in what was going on.

Since Mongo had originally told me about his plan to let the XHF become a larger place, having multiple organizations within it, I was planning of the re-opening of an e-fed. I didn't just decide it because VW opened. The day I went to Mongo and said that I would take up his offer to create one, he said that Rob had already taken up the offer... so I said fine, and I would go RP over here and open my e-fed at a later day. I told Mongo I would probably open it up after the end of the summer season, and after I have a job, so I can balance my schedule out. I've thought about waiting until December to open it. With a lot of my storylines being dismissed, and I'm being given no word as to why because I am making the mistake of letting someone else speak for me while I'm doing my own thing, it did tick me off. So I decided not to wait. If people want to come over to CW, they are more than welcome. If they want to go down with VW and keep pointing the finger at me, then go for it. I had no intentions of the closing of VW. I had many storylines that I was going for out of this, and Doc, we even had one that we wanted to get going. I wanted to get my e-fed going to give VW some competition, and hopefully boost both to be better.

Now for the point that will probably make you all hate me.

Yes, Rob was bitching at me the other day... I blocked him for a second, I'm not going to lie about it. I don't want to hear bitching. I don't want to see these fingers being pointed at me and accusing this of being part my fault - it is not in any way, shape, or form my fault. It was mainly the fact that the very first show was two days late, and I can't think of an excuse for it to be late with the condensed form that Rob is using here, that I will most likely use for a little while until I can get all my time settled, and get enough writers. I've said it to Mongo, there is no excuse for it to be late. If you're sick, only getting up to use the bathroom, then there's something wrong with you more than just being ill, because I can't, for the heart of me, lay down an entire day, just watching TV and sleeping. I will get up, I will see who's online, and hey, while I'm there, I will write the whole fucking show! So, Rob, has anyone else been on your MSN account through those days you weren't online, because I could have sworn I saw you sign on MSN and start listening to AFI. I just don't see how you can't find the time to get online for five minutes just to write a summarized version, as well as NMM's match, which we've already discussed the ending was wrong and nobody involved had previously agreed to it, and get it posted. I don't know. It's that simple to me, I don't see how anyone can lay in bed all day.

You'd have to have had the IM conversation between Rob and I, to know that I have been accused. Even if it doesn't say on this board of it. Rob accused me straight out in an IM, and I think he was in the wrong for it... so I would expect an apology, or something.

No, I will not apologize to you. And I have written matches while throwing up. Back with the credible e-fed of the XHF, when I was writing most matches there... I've written while being sick. I've written with a garbage can next to me just incase I started to throw up.

So I think that you are just making some excuses now. What takes you five minutes to do, what would take anyone five minutes to do, you couldn't take that five minutes between your rounds of puking to just write a brief summary. You want to get something done? You can get it done, nothing can stop you. Obviously you didn't want to get it done.